My whole life has involved quantum jumping.
If you don’t know what that means—its when your life levels up so quickly and dramatically that it is like you changed lives.
The first quantum jump was when I was 15—I attended a program for radical abolitionists who wanted to use their art to inspire change.
The program had a 4% international acceptance rate and was known for being a fast-track opportunity that got its students into Ivy League schools.
Acceptance into that program and the full scholarship to attend was the first time I felt proud of myself and who I was becoming.
I went from being dirt poor at home to this study away program where we had a personal chef and stayed in a gorgeous dorm that looked like it was pulled out of a movie of ancient Greece.
The second quantum leap was when I turned 18 after years of dysfunction from my immediate family—I was suddenly catapulted into the luxurious lifestyle of an NYU student.
And boy, was that a culture shock.
The next quantum jump was a bit later when I went from being a regular college student to suddenly having access to unfathomably large amounts of money.
After that, I studied abroad in Ghana, which felt like another different life.
I was staying in a villa with a personal cleaning lady, food catering, and a chauffeur.
After that—I started dating men for lifestyle instead of love.
And, please don’t let that offend you because I date for money but will be marrying for love (I’m a cancer, come on now, in what world could I be around someone who doesn’t feel safe and romantic).
All of these shifts in my life were anxiety-inducing at first.
I probably had a yeast infection when I was 15 and just didn’t have the awareness to call it that.
When I got to NYU, I was suffering from addiction (which some people say is normal for a college student, but I feel like everything—including the consumption of drugs and alcohol should be done with a base level of awareness for a healthy relationship to self).
In Ghana, I had continuous stomach problems (if you’re signed up for the feminine healing masterclass for elevated women, we’ll go over why your unconscious levels of stress affect a multitude of things in the body).
When I first started dating wealthy men, I was always anxious as to whether I was doing things right (my anxiety and stress levels were always high, but if you had asked me, I would have said no because I was so “accustomed” to it).
I think the healthiest relationship to a quantum leap I’ve ever had is the one I have now, and I attribute that to my understanding of somatic healing.
My practice has six pillars, which all affect your identity and, sequentially, your routines and outcomes; these are also the pillars that I observe with work on my 1-on-1 coaching clients:
The mind
The higher self
Body language
Feelings
Sensatory charge
Coregulation
So, if you feel chronically stressed after receiving something you prayed for, then understand that is a perfectly reasonable reaction given your circumstances.
You are perfectly normal.
Now's time to evaluate where you want to go from here.
Do you want to continue experiencing these states of stress and anxiety, or would you like to try something a bit softer?
I’m suggesting a way of being just as abundant (if not more), just as cool, just as impressive—while simultaneously being connected to the truth hidden in your body.
If you’re someone who wants to have a healthier relationship with your nervous system, you’re breaking generational curses, and you know for a fact that you came here to do more than your little self ever thought was possible, then consider signing up for the masterclass that's coming up:
Masterclass: Feminine Healing for Elevated Women
I'm soo happy to read this. Yes, our bodies keep the score when we jump into new and better realities. Sending you joy and peace Kylie.